I have been trying to get to MUSC for my AV Fistula because it’s looking and feeling kinda funky. There is a bulge that has never been there before and its “thrill” has gotten much more powerful. It was scheduled 2 weeks ago and got bumped off the OR schedule. Then I was scheduled for this past Thursday, and the surgeon wasn’t available, now I am scheduled for Monday morning. The procedure has to be done in the OR, but no cutting is taking place(supposedly). I am not feeling the best about this and not confident in a good outcome. Just my gut feeling.
Then, there is the issue of the giant cell arteritis diagnosis- I have had symptoms since December when I was evaluated in the hospital but they decided to not do a biopsy because I was younger than the average age. When I saw my rheumatologist, he had the biopsy scheduled for the next day. The biopsy was negative, but my rheumatologist doesn’t trust the findings because so much time passed before having it done and during that time, I was on high dose decadron. So, I started infusion treatments and continued to take steroids. I still have the odd headaches around that area, so I am now going for an angiogram CT this week.
Also up this week, but I might reschedule, is an appointment with the vestibular ENT at MUSC. He, besides being the genius who found my canal dehiscence and performed my craniotomy, is treating me for some intense ear pain caused by nerve issues. He is a wonderful doctor and always tells me straight on what is going on and what I need to do!
For the most part, I am feeling pretty good these days. I feel that my strength has returned to my “normal” but I am still struggling with my balance. When I am able to hold on to something while walking, I am fine, but unassisted, I walk like I am drunk. My Zeen has been amazing and today I managed to walk a mile with it. Now I would like to build to walking the mile without breaks. Yesterday, I rode the NuStep bike for 25 minutes and gradually adding more time.
My blood pressure is running super low again these days. I have gone back on medication to bring my blood pressure up to just above normal so that when it drops as I stand, it is still high enough to support me. I am struggling to maintain this after a large meal, since the blood pools more in my stomach for digestion. I have for multiple reasons, try to avoid heavy or larger meals as much as I can.
Despite gaining and losing the same 5 pounds for the last month, I am closing in on the 100 pound mark of weight loss. I am very proud of myself for accomplishing this and hope it truly benefits my health. My biggest frustration is realizing I don’t have a lot of clothing to wear and that I have to go through my drawers and closets to remove bigger sizes.
In non-health news, I continue to keep myself busy here in the community. I create and distribute a monthly newsletter that includes previews of upcoming events, tips/tricks, pictures of previous events, and more! The residents seem to really enjoy receiving it each month. I am still offering technology help. I absolutely love doing this and have helped residents do everything from make their first phone call with a cell phone to learning how to play their favorite game on their tablet. I get paid in all sorts of ways including M&M’s!
Things are progressing well on the service dog front as well. The biggest update to share is that the next 2 steps will take place on June 10th. Folks from the client applicant committee of PAALS will be visiting me to see my apartment and the facility as a whole. The other step is considered a community assessment and for that I get to interact with one of the wonderful dogs in training at the grocery store! Both parts of this visit will be exciting! Hopefully, all will go well and I can officially become a client. This would then start my fundraising process to cover the expenses of Team Training. The process is long and requires patience, but I am beyond happy giving the time knowing that something amazing will come from it.
May is a great month- always busy, always wonderful! I get to celebrate my birthday again and the weather never disappoints. With a prayer, some hard work, and patience, I will see the fruits of my labor and trust.
