Fiercely Independent Pam

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  • Mission Accomplished! One Goal Achieved Thanks to the Zeen!

    I DID IT!!! 1/4 mile around the building a week before my deadline! My Zeen is awesome! Not only did I manage to make the full loop, I felt better in the Zeen than ever! I think I finally managed to find the “sweet spot” for the seat and my legs.

    In addition to being more comfortable, I successfully used the cup holder and managed to find places for my keys, phone, oxygen, and even a flyer that was handed to me as I went out the door! The Zeen is just so perfectly organized.

    I love to set goals, and this week is a big week for those goals. I accomplished a big one today. Wednesday, I am going to make sure I can get in and out of my niece’s car in preparation for our adventure to Charleston to see the ENT at MUSC for my sinuses on Thursday. I have decided to bring my walker and not the Zeen as figuring out the Zeen in the car for the first time and the first time I am getting in a car myself might just be too tricky. I do plan to bring it the following week for my appointment with the Dysautonomia specialist so he can see how well I am doing with it!

    I am so proud of myself for making the 1/4 mile loop with the Zeen today. I need to remember that my body works in its own time frame and that needs to be ok. Rehab specialist, therapists, and even friends and family mean well, but I hold the key and knowledge for when my body is going to cooperate!

    For now, I will continue to use the Zeen and getting my legs stronger. I hope to get on the NuStep soon as well (pending being able to get on and off of it).

    I included some pictures I took on my Zeen adventure today!

  • Plant Mom: A Little of All Kinds!

    I am a self-proclaimed “Plant Mom” I started last year with a few cuttings from someone on Etsy. Then I ordered some succulents and larger plants. My cuttings have grown into full size plants and I really enjoy them.

    After sometime, it was warm enough to start finding plants for my outside patio. I also ordered a raised flower bed so I could be interactive with my plants. I got some hanging plants, as well as a few potted plants. Everything with a few exceptions did very well over last summer. I then brought inside everything that I could and left the rest to fend for themselves.

    I am happy to report that a lot of my plants that I left dormant outside came back. The plants I brought into my apartment did fairly well, with the exception of my lemon tree which might be a goner,

    I bought a few new plants to freshen up some planters and offer new colors and life to my existing plants, I am so appreciative of Instacart- I was able to get plants and potting soil from Home Depot without even leaving the house.

    So now I water and watch to make sure all my plants are happy and will grow. I enjoy spending time outside cleaning up dead ends and such. I look forward to some strawberries hopefully and that my lemon tree comes back to life!

  • Trials and Tribulations of My Bladder- The Latest Chapter!

    My bladder is quite obnoxious! After my hysterectomy last April, I struggled to urinate. I was told that it was a “Floppy Bladder” and would not be able to fully empty without the assistance of a catheter.

    So, I learned how to self- cath and actually got quite good at it. Fast forward to January when I was hospitalized for numerous things including a very large kidney stone, a UTI, and a picc line infection. When I got home I required the use of a bedpan and slowly relied less on self- cathing. I thought my bladder was finally waking up and I would be cured.

    The fun only lasted a few weeks because I began retaining urine again and having to cath to be able to fully empty my bladder. In the last 24 hours, I am completing a voiding diary where I chart all this liquid I take in, and everything I am able to get out via urinating or self- cathing. I will then send the voiding diary to my doctor and we will meet to talk about it.

    The biggest challenge right now is that I require a riser on my toilet so that I am able to stand up from the toilet. This riser greatly diminishes the room I would have to self- cath and isn’t really possible over the toilet. I tried to get up from the toilet without the riser and it wasn’t possible, yet!

    I am curious about what the next steps are for my obnoxious bladder that gave me false hope. Until I meet with the doctor, I will continue to brainstorm solutions and rise to meet these challenges!