Tag: updates

  • I’ve Arrived…For the First Time in A While, I am Able to Rest and Not be Constantly On Guard!

    Well after way too many days waiting, my transfer finally went through and I found my way home to MUSC in Charleston. The ride was less than comfortable, as storms broke out as we crossed most of the bridges and my bottom was absorbing most of the impact of being on a stretcher. Nonetheless, we found our way to the cardio-thorastic unit. I was quickly welcomed by a team of a resident, two nurses, and a tech. My room wasn’t flashy like the last one, but it made sense and allows for a job to be done. After a quick trip to the bathroom, we hit the ground running with questions, answers, med reconciliations, wires and more wires, and of course a quick time out to order dinner. I was super excited that they not only had a dedicated gluten free menu, but that it was 2 pages long and full of new food choices!

    By 7:30pm, which is the official shift change, I was exhausted and looking forward to a short break between nursing changes as well as some dinner. By the time dinner came, I had met with 3 different doctors on the unit, multiple nurses, a PA, and new x-rays were taken of my chest and head/shunt. Before any decisions would be made about possible shunt complications, a new ct of my head, neck, and abdomen were ordered. It was so nice to have my nurse and tech accompany me to the CT. By the time we were returning from CT, I had a horrible building chest pain, nausea, and overall feeling sucky. I gave it some time and then finally called “uncle.” within a few minutes a couple of providers came in and ordered some more x-rays, lab work, and an EKG. They were most concerned with the building fluid in my lungs. Apparently the fluid continued buildup so the decision was made to start me on IV lasix, which of course means more trips to the bathroom than anything else.

    The shunt series came out ok, and neurosurgery already signed off that no interactions are necessary at this time, which is a mega- bonus. My heart enzymes continue to climb and are being monitored, the lasix is doing its job and I am beginning to not rattle as much in my lungs. I figured I would take this early, but quiet moment to type up an update as I have a sneaky suspicion that today is going to get a little crazy with more tests, procedures, and questions/answers. I know they want to repeat the TEE and see if the vegetation has continued to grow or if the antibiotics are starting to help knock it down some. Other than that, I still need to meet the attending and the rest of his team, touch base with my immunology team, as well as endocrinology and everyone else who wants “in” on my complicated case. I am hoping to have a plan with some tentative dates by the end of today, but that might be a little too hopeful.

    For now, I wait to see what comes next. I am confident that it’s going to be a whirlwind of a day, as will the next couple. I am enjoying the high level of knowledge, care, and concern. Hopefully my meals will continue to be yummy, pain meds come when I need them, and I am able to work with my team to come up with a successful treatment plan.

  • Anxiously Waiting for Lots of Things!How Not to Go Crazy in the Meantime!

    Currently I am cooking on multiple burners- lots going on and all need my attention. I love being busy and have always found that I do better the busier I am. I am moving in lots of different directions and all are super exciting.

    Now that summertime is here, doctor’s appointments and medical stuff seems to be slowing down, which is always appreciated. I am dealing with some major GI issues and find myself having a hard time keeping food down. The GI doctor believes it may have something to do with my liver and has ordered numerous tests to look into this theory. Other than that, my appointments are finally slowing down.

    I have decided to apply for a job as a math tutor. I am not sure what will come of it and how long I will be able to keep it up, but money is tight and I need to do something. Plus there is an opportunity to get Medicaid faster if I have a job. I really need these benefits, especially the transportation allowances.

    Additionally, I am working up a business plan for Fiercely Independent Pam and have the wonderful guidance of someone who knows what she is doing. All of this is very exciting, even if I am in uncharted waters.

    Finally, Wednesday is my BIG day for my service dog. I will be welcoming a delegation from PAALS here in my community. They will be conducting a home visit/inspection as well as a community visit. The most exciting part is that they will be bringing a dog to help with these tasks. Having a dog visiting my apartment is a huge step forward in this process. I am super excited!

    So, how does my anxiety stay controlled through all of this? On a wing and a prayer! Quite literally!! I recently ordered a new bracelet that reads- “God’s Timing.” This will remind me that it is all in His name and timing, not my own. This also means believing that His timing is perfect and not to question it. My Bible in a Year podcast is helping a lot as well. It keeps me focused and is a great way to start the day each morning. I am working hard to bring the Rosary back into my prayer time as well.

    A small sticker or a service dog wearing a PAALS cape!