Faith is believing that what is meant to happen, will happen. I believe in some things so much, that they are true. This is with people, events, and more. Faith can be as big as a warm embrace or as tiny as a single mustard seed and still work out. It’s knowing that certain things have happened, or even will happen. I am full of faith.
I live my faith as a Catholic. I pray for Mary to intercede for me and clear the clutter in my mind and world. I utilize powerful tools like the Rosary and receiving Jesus in the Eucharist. These streghtn my faith and beliefs, as well as hopefully guiding others to a deeper faith.
Faith is a funny thing, because on dark days or moment your faith in something or someone can falter causing you to lose faith. Losing faith is a scary thing. I have been through many dark times, where I questioned my faith and felt like I truly “lost it.” A rememdy I have found is my deep devotion to Mary, under the title of “Undoer of Knots.” The simple image of Mother Mary holding a ribbon (symbolic of our life) with both hands, with one side of the ribbon being riddled with knots and the other (after she took care of the ribbon) being smooth and beautiful strikes me every time. I ask Mary to undo the knots of my life and know that through her intercession to the Most Holy Trinity, my life will be smoother and more beautiful.
I wanted to write about faith because of the events of yesterday. It was a big day! I traveled 2 1/2 hours each way inland to a special place. It was my interview for PAALS, the organization that I am hopefully going to receive my service dog from. It was my first time visiting their facility and I couldn’t be more impressed with what they accomplish.
After a long and detailed interview, I was treated to interacting with a service dog in training, aptly named, Faith. She was warm, friendly, and full of good dog slobber and simply amazing! I forgot how much I loved kisses from a big slobbering dog! She quickly attended to the task at hand and helped me look good when fumbled through the cues. Then, she quickly and excitedly picked up a pill bottle I “dropped” as well as a tv remote. Both objects were placed directly in my hand. I could tell she loved working for working sake, but the praise of “YES!” and the treat didn’t hurt either! We then walked a short distance and she did great with my walker (despite having not worked with a walker before). She definitely earned a gold star from this teacher.
It was not until I landed back in the car that the full impact of Faith’s name hit me… I immediately thought of a small decoration that sits in my bathroom featuring Woodstock planting a garden. It simply says, “Faith is for the things that take a while!” I believe this is exactly what this process is teaching me. When I applied to PAALS, I knew the process was going to be long but oh so worth it! I just need to have faith in the process and the end result.
I won’t bore you with the nitty gritty details that I learned about the process, but there are several more steps to complete before I get to share my bed with a wet -nosed fabulous creature! There will be A LOT of fundraising opportunities and I will be asking for your help in this regard, but I’m not putting the cart before the horse!
Oh and faith sometimes means rewarding yourself with something special. The trip inland included a stop at the famous Buc-ee’s. I saw these amazing pajamas and treated myself to them to commemorate the amazing day! If you have never stopped at Buc-ee’s before, be prepared to be overwhelmed!
