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  • Home Again: Finding My Way Back to Church! Alleluia!

    I am a self proclaimed “Cradle Catholic”, meaning I was raised in the faith and through discovery and reflection continue to practice the faith. I have had my share of “battles” with the Church, but I always find my way home. I love the traditions, sights, smells, and sounds. I love that no matter where you are, the Mass is familiar. All of this to say, after over three or four years, I found my way back to a physical Church for Mass this morning.

    Through the gift of volunteers, I have been able to receive Communion each week and join in prayers, but the actual physical act of attending Mass in a Catholic Church was not possible due to many different reasons including my health and its stability, as well as transportation needs. Again, with the help of volunteers, I found two women ready to help me with the transportation issue and I am so grateful for that.

    I was able to join in the recitation of the Rosary prior to Mass and it was the first time that I said the Rosary in a group setting since studying the Rosary using Ascension’s Rosary in a Year program. My level of understanding and devotion was much deeper than before the study. I spent this time focused on Our Lady and the gifts she has bestowed on me in the last few years.

    Then came the actual Mass, while not my favorite “flavor” of the Mass, it was amazing to be in a church with statues and art work to focus my attention on while participating in the familarness of the Mass. I was impressed by how much rote memory took over and I participated fully in the prayers. Of course the highest point was being able to receive Jesus with praise and thanksgiving.

    On a side note, I have to comment on the accessibility of the Church. Handicap entrances without any ramps or similar plus a purposeful planned handicap seating area made the experience pleasant and welcoming for sure. I hope that as my health improves, I will be able to stand more, but for the first time back, I didn’t want to cause any problems. Our churches have come a long way in the area of accessibility.

    Returning “home” is a big step in my quest for my “new normal.” I was missing visiting Jesus in His house. I didn’t realize how much I missed the rest of what comes with attending Mass in a church. The sights, smells, and bells, as it is said are comforting and give me fond memories of everywhere I have worshiped over my life. As for now, I have found my new home and can happily say I was pleasantly welcomed there!

    A large stained glass window at the front of St. Andrew's Church

  • Rosary In A Year: Finding My Way!

    On January 1, 2025, I started something new. I thought it was just going to be something different, but I never expected it change me the way that it has. I decided to “jump on the train” and complete the “Rosary in A Year with Ascension Press.” This podcast/prayer plan was going to be my way to bring forward my Catholic faith more this calendar year.

    I have written about being a “Cradle Catholic” before and love my faith. I have always loved the prayers of the Most Holy Rosary and my favorite devotion is that of “Mary Undoer of Knots. Like most Catholics, the Rosary is something that is picked up in fervor during tough times and unfortunately forgotten about when needing to make prayers of Thanksgiving.

    So, when I found out about the “Rosary in a Year” program, I was in! I quickly downloaded the prayer guide, subscribed the podcast, and I was “In.” The plan was well thought of, gentle and totally doable. I love the devotion of Fr, Mark-Mary Ames. Through story telling, scripture readings, works or art, saint reflections and more, I have learned so much about the Holy Rosary, Mary, and Jesus. I have grown closer to my faith, the ability to say yes to God, and how to rally my life’s challenges.

    Each morning, I wake up and put the podcast on. I love that I finally have a morning prayer ritual. The timings have always felt just right while working up prayer muscles to a full Rosary. Having led countless Rosaries at school, I never have felt so connected to the prayers, devotions, and meanings behind both. All of this was accomplished “Little By Little” as Fr. Mark-Mary says. It hasn’t been perfect, but I keep coming back to it!

    I also learned how to complete something. So often. we are challenged to try something long term and it just doesn’t work out.We give up and it’s one more unfinished business item. The power of this podcast is that, even when I missed a day or even a week, I could still pick it back up and catch up. I was successful!

    So, if you are new or old to the Rosary, looking for a prayer routine, or just don’t know where to turn, try this out. I promise it’s time well spent.