It’s been a hot minute since I’ve struggled with my asthma/COPD. I used to have major trouble all the time, but with my IVIG treatments and leaving situations where there were triggers (mainly black mold), my lungs usually cooperate. I am on some heavy duty meds too.
A few days ago, I started feeling pretty crappy and not really sure what was going on. Sometimes it’s like that and I have to wait and see what “pops up.” This time it was my breathing. Full on struggle bus. wheezing and super tight chest. I broke out my inhaler, nebulizer and even spent sometime on my non-invasive vent. None of which helped enough that I felt comfortable, so to the ER I went.
To my surprise, they actually were fairly decent about aggressively treating me and hit me with all sorts of things including: breathing treatments, iv steroids, and magnesium. They did a chest x-ray and then a chest ct to rule out any blood clots. I was there for many hours and felt comfortable enough to go home around midnight. I was sent home with higher dose steroids and antibiotics.
If you have never high dose steroids, you are lucky. They come with a slew of side effects. For example, it’s currently 3am and I am wide awake and wishing for an entire meal to eat. Similarly, I ate more today in a day than I have for 2-3 days. It’s not pretty. The insomnia and hyperactivity is rough too. Add on nebs every 4-6 hours and you are shaking and all over the place. I am not sure how this was ever normal for me, but I appreciate the break while it lasted. At one time, I would end up in the ER overnight, get some treatments and then go to work around 7am and work a full day.
Now, there are decisions to make. Do I contact my pulmonologist? Do I need more meds. Do I need to go back to the ER if nebs every 4 hours aren’t cutting it. Will they admit me? When will I get sleep? How will this affect the rest of my health problems?
It’s never easy to deal with chronic illness. There always seems to be something hanging around to take you down. My best advice is to handle it, get the answers to your questions, and fight like hell. It boils down to “Don’t let the hard days win!” My mantra for living. After all, I have survived 100% of my bad days!
